So I didn’t really want to post this here, but let’s just say I have totally blown it this holiday, eating wise. I regained all the weight that I had lost. I got back on track, but it seems that as soon as I go anywhere, I end up eating like crap again. I was looking at pictures of me taken the last few days thinking, I want to be pretty again.
What do you think is worse? Never losing a pound, or getting to your goal and regaining? While they both such, I think it must be better to get to your goal once. I remember the way I felt, but it also makes being fat again all that more heartbreaking.
I attempted to start a colon cleanse the other day. The stuff was green, and I took a sip, but just wasn’t up to it – trying to drink some green stuff, etc. I spilled it and continued on with my attempt at healthy eating. I feel a bit like a failure, but I will get back on track. Let’s hope sooner than later.
Tomorrow I’m off. I think I am going to get acrylic nails, and maybe a pedicure. I also need to go get a prescription filled. I’m sure the day will fly by. Okay well 1am now. I should get to bed. Goodnight!
Work is going by so slowly today. I am so excited that it is Friday. I work Monday, and am off Tuesday. We have no major plans for New Years Eve. Jut relax. It’s so hard to get back to work. I slept in for almost 5 mornings. Once again hard to get up this morning.
I may take Gunther to one of my cousin’s houses Saturday. I mentioned to Marc that I would like to go skating, although I will need to buy skates. I am in a home improvement kick and would like to look for some new bathroom lights, so I think I will find some time to do that this weekend as well.
Later: I found out I can have Monday off. Yay. That was a nice surprise. Okay…I’m tired. Off to bed. I have a health/diet post to do. Maybe tomorrow.
Goodnight.
Yes, I want chocolate, or really, any sort of junk food, or anything with a lot of sugar and/or fat. This is the sucky part of the holidays – getting back on track. Not doing too well, I don’t think. I started the morning with 8 chocolates. I also got up to go to the gym, but went back to bed. I think mostly because I didn’t have anything ready and was really just looking for an excuse.
I feel like I screwed up the day already even though it was just some chocolate. I end up eating everything. Marc is able to control himself, and I end up finishing things. It is quite embarrassing really. Tonight I’m meeting some friends for dinner, and then just the normal rest of the week and weekend. I work New Years Eve, and then Marc and I are just going to stay home and relax.
Miranda, Laurie and I hope to meet this weekend. We still haven’t exchanged gifts yet. I haven’t seen Kyleigh in a month I think, and I’m dying to see Miranda’s new bar stools they bought for their kitchen island. It sucks when everyone is so busy all the time.
So that’s it. I feel like I gained 20 pounds. I feel stuffed. How about you?
I can’t believe it is time to go back to work already. Tomorrow morning. Been pretty busy the last few days I guess. Saturday night we went to Marc’s brothers house. That was fun. We brought Gunther and they really liked him. He made home made pizza and it was so awesome. They got us our own baking stone for pizza and we made it Sunday night. We also got some gift cards for the movies and a restaurant, so it was a nice surprise. His brother Mike, gave him some old gold cufflinks that were their dads, so that was a nice special thing too. Sunday, we didn’t do much at all. Marc hung the blinds, and we relaxed the rest of the day. Christmas Eve and Christmas were fine. Went better than I thought.
I can’t shake the feeling that it is Tuesday today. lol I have dinner plans tomorrow night with some friends, that I was sure was next week.
Diet – what diet? DOWN the tube. Anyway. I’m sure I’m not the only one in this situation. Okay, well time to get caught up on some blogs. Talk to you all soon! Merry Christmas everyone!
Remember when we were kids, and used to get all excited for Christmas Eve. It was kinda big in my family. There wasn’t a lot of people there, but we payed games and ate (of course). Gunther and I went to my aunts house today. I had some stuff I needed to take over there. While we were gone, Marc put up my blinds, which I love! It’s amazing how something new makes your house look new! Now I feel like cleaning. I’m going to clean the bathroom now, and we’ll see how I feel later. For some reason, my wireless mouse stopped working after we installed something, so I have spent over 2 hours trying to fix it. Finally, after following instructions on Microsoft, it works. Such relief!
I like this time of year on TV, since I love celebrity gossip, there are so many countdowns about them. Tonight on the E! channel, is a countdown of the most popular drug treatment centers. I love all that trash! lol
Okay, I better go scrub the tub. The fumes of the cleanser is making me ill! bye bye!
