Not much has been going on the last few days. My weight is the same. The other day I was 205. Up from 203. Everyone keeps telling me: wedding dress, wedding dress, wedding dress. How come I am not FOCUSING on my WEDDING DRESS? If I feel weak or want something to eat, I do not think about the dress, I think about the current moment I am in. I don’t want to NOT eat what I want, you know? I want it, I do, and it seems more times than not, I have it. That is not getting me anywhere the last few months. Thank goodness, I have lost close to 80 pounds, cause I would really feel I would never lose weight now. I really want to hit 199 by the end of November. The last few months have been so slow. I don’t even want to know how much weight I have lost. Maybe 6-10 pounds since August. Eeek. That sucks.
I started a plateau breaker this morning. Cutting out carbs, most fruit and beef, etc for 3 days. Maybe I’ll do it for 5. It sucks, but I need to do whatever it takes to lose some weight and get back on track.
I’ve only been on the breaker for 5.5 hours and I already feel happier and full of hope. I just want it to keep going. Working out starts Friday. Looking forward to it! Ok, well I’m off to investigate disney world for next year maybe! :)



I love you, I love you, I LOVE YOU!!!
I know that you have kinda been in a slump latley, but you can turn things around! You did sooooooooo good for such a long time and you can get back to that place.
I am so proud of all that you have done so far and I know that you can get back on track….It’s hard I know but you are so, sooo strong. Push yourself Jackie, I know that you can do it!!!
Your new workout video is AWESOME and it will motivate you…..WEDDING DRESS, WEDDING DRESS, WEDDING DRESS……there I gave you a mantra!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo X A Million!