Ugh – who else feels like crap this Monday? Time change probably really screwed with all of us! Aside from the fact I ate horrible on Saturday night and all day Sunday. When am I going to get this guys? It’s so upsetting. Kathy and I even had a really motivating talk on Friday night. I’m sure she thinks I’m not thankful. I just don’t try guys. There’s not much more than it from that.
SO. There’s another running clinic starting on Friday. I may sign up. I even asked Marc if he would come to, but I don’t know the answer yet. But I can’t really afford to join a gym right now, the weather is getting nicer, and bascially I NEED to exercise, whatever it is. So I’ll keep you updated on that. Someone on a forum directed me to click here for a magic pill to help with muscle development and weight loss. I’m just not interested. I’ve tried so many things in that nature. I know what I have to do. Why is it so hard. I just wish it was easier like before.
We threw my friends bridal shower on the weekend, and it was really good. We think all the guests really had a good time. The bride was really happy too. There was tons of food. I bought some desserts to work this morning. I’m regretting that now, as it seems I can only think of them all morning.
I’ve been thinking of visiting a Therapist of some sort to help with my eating. I just want to lose weight without so much resistance from myself. That’s all I want!!!
I’ve been thinking a lot about running again too.:-) We can be virtual partners. Or, if you lived a bit closer, I’d totally run with you!
I know what you mean about being your own worst enemy when it comes to eating. I’ve often wondered: if I can get myself dressed, if I can go to work, if I can brush my teeth – why can’t I just lose weight? Shouldn’t it be that easy?
xo
therapy has been very important to me… i’m in the process of re-losingalso. you can do this. it’s not easy, but it doesn’t have to be hard. if that makes sense! and GOOD FOR YOU for resisting the magic pill thing that someone recommended. we know we know we know that there really isn’t a magic pill.
best wishes.