I’m still here. Just feeling very quiet these days. I got asked to dogsit the usual dogs Sunday night, tonight and tomorrow. I always crash on my diet when I go there. They have too much good food and I know where it all is. So last night I couldn’t help myself. I had like 1-2cups of Teddy Grahams and some cashews, almonds and craisins. Well, this morning, I got the bright idea, to put all the other stuff like the open chips and chocolate laying ON the countertop and the Teddy Grahams into a plastic bag and went and put it into their car. LOL. Perfect. Why didn’t I think of that last night. In fact, I have NEVER thought of doing that any of the say 6-8 times I have been there.
I worked out 3x last week. Diet has been pretty good minus a few cheats on the weekend. Nothing Drastic. I weigh in tomorrow morning at the gym. We will see what it says.
I love Cadbury Creme Eggs and love love love the McFlurry’s when they come out in that flavour. Last week before I started I remember stopping at McDonalds 2x and asking if they had the creme egg one yet. Noone. Well I was in WalMart on Friday night, and they have a friggin flyer saying they are back. Piss me off. A week sooner…lol Oh well.
My family and I are doing okay. My poor dad is all alone and SO bored. He starts his new job on Monday, so that is going to be great. He needs a focus. He really misses my mom, as we all do. I tend to think a lot when I’m driving, and was quite sad yesterday. I went to a bridal shower, and just thinking about all sorts of things, having to go to family functions without her, and not having her at MY shower, or wedding. I see the other girls with their moms, and I think it’s not fair. One girl was pregnant and her mom was sitting beside her, and another one with a newborn and an infant, came with her mother. I just felt, I’m not going to be able to do that. It just seems so unfair.
I-I-I. I am so selfish I feel. I should be thinking about how unfair it was that SHE lost her life, not about me all the time. My dad showed me the baby blankets she crocheted before she got really sick. That will be a really nice thing to have. She does an amazing job. She started making some awhile back and I asked her to make us one each. Anyway…..
So that’s it. I was waiting for a customer to email me back her approval, so I can email the ad out. So she just did, and Im going HOME. This losing one hour thing SUCKS! :)