The time is now to start. Well Monday, but you get my drift. I purchased a monthly pass online the other day. This entitles me to 4 weeks without a registration fee. So that’s is a bit of a savings. I haven’t weighed in yet, but will on Saturday. I am not going to stay for the learn the program part of the meeting. I know that already.
I’m scared, because I have joined and failed numerous times, but I am going to be diligent. There are going to be screw-ups, but I can stick to it most of the time with allowed cheats and stuff. I know for me, I have to watch the types of food I eat. Eating too much sugar is not good for my body. There will be no gimmicks, no Appetite suppressant diet pills like the past. I am going natural.
I was thinking, wouldn’t it be cool, if I lose 100 pounds and become a leader or appear in a magazine as a success story. Then I thought I was getting too far ahead of myself. I just want to do this, and stop fighting myself. I KNOW I will weigh close to (gulp) 300 pounds. I am 33, young, newly married and DO NOT deserve this fat uncomfortable embarrasing life.